JHangeulJ
툭 소리 없이 떨어진 눈물
왼쪽 가슴이 아파
어김없이 또 찾아온 너
(지독히 시린 그리움)
몇 밤이 지나야 알까
몇 번을 말해야 올까
눈을 감아도 자꾸 보이기에
며칠 동안 잠을 또 못자
우리 데이트하던 그때
니가 마지막으로 건넨
한마디 그 한마디가
흉터로 여기 남아
지울 수 없는 트라우마
기억나 우리 둘 사이
남부럽지 않게 행복했는데
사랑 다 물과 불 사이
너무 늦게 알아 버린 문제
못해서 벌 받는 느낌
충분하니까 돌아오는 아침
해가 떠오르기 직전까지만
기다릴게 너 올 때까지 난
이 지겹도록 반복되는 슬픔에서 나를 꺼내 줘
하얗게 탄 내 맘이 널 부르고 있잖아
대체 몇 번을 몇 밤을 며칠을 맴돌아
(몇 번을 몇 밤을 지새워도)
다시 몇 번을 몇 밤을 며칠을 맴돌아
아직도 니 주위를 이렇게 맴돌아
몇 번을 아파야 답이 올까
수없이도 쓰러진 내 맘을 알까
대체 몇 번을 몇 밤을 며칠을 아파야
넌 돌아오는 걸까
내 지갑 속에 아직도 웃고 있는 니가 너무 미워
이제 그만 사라져 줘 (맘에도 없는 거짓말)
이 지겹도록 반복되는 슬픔에서 나를 꺼내 줘
하얗게 탄 내 맘이 널 부르고 있잖아
대체 몇 번을 몇 밤을 며칠을 맴돌아
(몇 번을 몇 밤을 지새워도)
다시 몇 번을 몇 밤을 며칠을 맴돌아
아직도 니 주위를 이렇게 맴돌아
몇 번을 아파야 답이 올까
수없이도 쓰러진 내 맘을 알까
대체 몇 번을 몇 밤을 며칠을 아파야
넌 돌아오는 걸까
창가를 두드리는 빗소리에 너의 가녀린
나를 찾고 있는 목소리가 귓가에 자꾸 들려와
왜 넌 자꾸만 자꾸만 자꾸만 나타나
(혹시나 혹시나 날 부르니)
계속 날 따라 날 따라 날 따라 오잖아
너를 부르는 소리 듣지는 않을까
몇 번을 아파야 답이 올까
수없이도 쓰러진 내 맘을 알까
JRomanizationJ
t’uk sori eopsi tteolleojin nunmul
uinjjok gaseum ap’a
eogimeopsi tteo ch’ajaon neo
(jidokhi shirin geurium)
myeotbami
jinaya alkka
myeot beoneul malhaeya olkka
nuneul gamado jakku boigie
myepch’il dongan jameul tto motja
uri deiteuhadeon geuttae
niga majimakeuro geonnen
hanmadi geu hanmadiga
hyungt’eoro yeogi nama
jiul su eopneun t’eurauma
giokna uri dul sai
nambureobji ange haengbokhaettneunde
sarang da mollkwa bul sai
neomu neutge ara beorin munje
mothaeseo beol batdeun neukkim
ch’ungbunhanikka doraoneun ach’im
haega tteo-oreugi jikjeonkkajiman
gidarilge neo ul ttaekkaji nan
i jikyeobdo
rok banbokdwineun seulpeumeseo nareul kkeonae jwo
hayahke tan nae mani neol bureugo ittjana
daech’e myeot
beoneul myeot bameul myech’ireul maemdola
(myeot beoneul myeot bameul jisaewodo)
dashi myeot
beoneul myeot bameul myeoch’ireul maemdora
ajikdo ni juwireul ireohge maemdora
myeot beoneun
ap’aya dabi ulkka
su eopsido sseureojin nae mameul alkka
daech’e myeot
beoneul myeot bameul myech’ireul maemdola
neon doraoneun geolkka
nae jigab soge
ajikdo utgo ittneun niga neomu miwo
ije geuman sarajyeo jwo (mamedo eopneun geojitmal)
i jikyeobdo
rok banbokdwineun seulpeumeseo nareul kkeonae jwo
hayahke tan nae mani neol bureugo ittjana
daech’e myeot
beoneul myeot bameul myech’ireul maemdola
(myeot beoneul myeot bameul jisaewodo)
dashi myeot
beoneul myeot bameul myeoch’ireul maemdora
ajikdo ni juwireul ireohge maemdora
myeot beoneun
ap’aya dabi ulkka
su eopsido sseureojin nae mameul alkka
daech’e myeot
beoneul myeot bameul myech’ireul ap’aya
neon doraoneun geolkka
ch’anggareul
dudeurineun bitsorie neoui ganyeorin
nareul ch’atgo ittneun moksoriga kwitgae jakku deullyeowa
wae na
jakkuman jakkuman jakkuman nat’ana
(hoksina hoksina nal bureuni)
kyeosok nal
ttara nal ttara nal ttara ojana
neoreul bureuneun sori deutjineun aneulkka
myeot beoneul
ap’aya dabi ulkka
su eopsido sseureojin nae mameul alkka
JTranslationJ
Tears that fell without a sound
The left side
of my heart is hurting
You who came
again without fail
(The terribly
cold yearning)
How many
nights will have to pass for me to know
How many times
do I have to say it for you to come
Even when I
close my eyes, I see you so
I can’t sleep
for a couple of days
That time when
we went on dates
Each and every
last word you told me
remains here
as a scar
A trauma that
I can’t erase
Do you
remember, we were happy but
love is all
water and fire
A problem that
I realized too late
I feel like
I’m being punished for not doing it
The morning
that comes again because it’s enough
Just before
the sun rises,
I’ll wait
until you come
Take me out of
this sadness that repeats till I’m sick of it
My charred
heart is calling for you
Just how many
times, how many nights, how many days do I have to linger around (Even when I
stay up all nights for how many times)
Again I linger
for how many times, how many nights, and how many days
I still linger
around you like this
How many times
do I have to hurt for an answer to come to me
Would you know
my heart that hurts to no end
Just how many
times, how many nights, how many days do I have to hurt for you to come back
I really hate
you who is still smiling in my wallet
Please just
disappear now (A lie that isn’t even in my thoughts)
Just how many
times, how many nights, how many days do I have to linger around (Even when I
stay up all nights for how many times)
Again I linger
for how many times, how many nights, and how many days
I still linger
around you like this
How many times
do I have to hurt for an answer to come to me
Would you know
my heart that hurts to no end
Just how many
times, how many nights, how many days do I have to hurt for you to come back
Through the
rain sounds that are knocking on the window,
your thin
voice that is looking for me keeps ringing through my ears
Why do you
keep keep keep on appearing
(Do you
happen, happen to be calling for me)
You keep
following, following, following me
Won’t you hear
me calling out for you
How many times
do I have to hurt for an answer to come to me
Would you know
my heart that hurts to no end
